As the weather was quite good today, me and hubbyman decided to bring Dhabitah out for a swim. She was so excited as for the past 2 weeks, we kept on postponing it (bad weather). Dhabitah was very happy and made us promise her to again next week...Okay darling, anything for u. Wondering when will Ida join us?

Got the chance to trash out some unhappy things with HubbyMan, and now I'm happy again. We went for for dinner at one of the restaurants along Sembawang Road. We were very hungry after the swim and I ordered Nasi Goreng Ayam Merah as I saw beside the menu its written 'chef' recommendation' but its very dissappointing as the food turned out to be "Uwek"!! Its damn tasteless and I'm having a tough time finishing it.

HubbyMan saw my dissappointment and asked me to order something else, but no no no... I'm very upset already. It was less than 30 min, we make a move frm there. Coz we never finished the food. Told HubbyMan not to go there again..

Before going home, we drive thru McDonald's. Satisfied...

Oh ya..still waiting for my photos to be upload...seriously wants to see the layout.

I'm wondering how can someone understand other people's feeling and problem if they failed to really understand the feeling and problem of their own family members. The problems that was highlighted years back but falls on deaf ears, problems that should be taken in hand or else it will ruins the future. Problems that if taken seriously will not make me so sad and stress..

But some people would rather help outsiders with their problems rather their own.. As the problems are yet to be heard and solve, i think the moment they start to think about it....its too late. Isn't it?

HubbyMan juz came up with an idea of visiting Night Safari on Good Friday. While discussing, he said that we( as in the whole family had been there b4) in which i strongly against coz I usually remember where we went. As for normal..he said yes we been there. So I asked the kids, farhana said no and to my surprise and I'm still in surprise folks..Filzah turned and say "Taklah..babah gi dgn orang lain"(tHANx fILzAh for those remarks)

BANG!!! That suddenly went straight to my brain.."Huh..U pergi dgn orang lain..dengar tu" Suddenly the whole house was quiet (macam library). I start sms Farhana( she's in her room by the way,but i dun want the rest to know) and asked if she can remember going there with that 'someone'. She practically said no or maybe she forget...She told me that Filzah is irritating and to pay no attention to her..But the fact she said it so confidently.

Sharks!! This is really affecting me and I've suddenly turned cold towards HubbyMan. I refused to talk to him..worst still he dun even remember where and whom he used to bring out....Arrgh!!!!

Shall I asked them again..I meant some other days perhaps??

For my loved ones do take note of this...Thanx to Mr On. Most of us celebrate April fool day every year and fool each other. But how many of us know the bitter facts hidden behind it.It was around a thousand years ago that Spain was ruled by Muslims.And the Muslim power in Spain was so strong that it couldn't be destroyed. The Christians of the west wished to wipe out Islam from all parts of the world and they did succeed to quite an extent. But when they tried to eliminate Islam in Spain and conquer it, they failed. They tried several times but never succeeded. The unbelievers then sent their spy inSpain to study the Muslims there and find out what was the power they possessed and they found that their power was TAQWA. The Muslims ofSpain were not just Muslims but they were practicing Muslims. They not only read the Quran but also acted upon it. When the Christians found the power of the Muslims they started thinking of strategies to break this power. So they started sending alcohol and cigarettes toSpain free of cost.

This technique of the west worked out and it started weakening the faith of the Muslims in particular the young generation of Spain . The result was that the Catholics of the west wiped out Islam and conquered the entireSpain bringing an end to the EIGHT HUNDRED LONG YEARS' RULE OF THE MUSLIMS inSpain . The last fort of the Muslims to fall wasGrenada (Gharnatah), which was on the 1st of April. From that year celebrating the day, they made a fool of the Muslims.They did not make a fool of the Muslim army at Gharnatah only, but of the whole Muslim Ummah. We, the Muslims, were fooled by the unbelievers. They have a reason to celebrate April fool day, to keep up the spirit. Dear brothers and sisters, when we join in this celebration, we do so out of ignorance. If we had known about it, we would never have celebrated our own downfall. So now, that we are aware of it, and now let us promise that we shall never celebrate this day. We should learn our lesson from the people of Spain , and shall try to become practicing Muslims, never to let anybody weaken our faith. Hassan PeeraThe best form of devotion to the service of Allah is not to make a show of it.A fool's mind is at the mercy of his tongue and a wise man's tongue is under the control of his mind Sayings of Imam Ali Ibn Abu Talib (A.S.) The 1st ImamThe dearest among you is the one who has the best character(Prophet Mohamed pbuh) ..

Its been a long time since he msg thru phone..thus i send him a private mail in fb. In a few minutes time, he sms. We exchange greetings and as told him that i'm recovering frm flu, this is what he reply.."abg abu later can give u gd massage & hot milo..dun worry;)

No wonder there's slight change in his attitude since i actually posted that same comment in fb..But the truth is..There's no nice massage & no hot milo for me that day. I juz purposely posted that comment on fb as that someone keep bragging about his so called "Ehem". There's always this comments such as..'got to go and fetch'ehem' from work, waiting for'ehem' and etc. Who cares anyway!!

For Ida,if you read this blog..u should know who this person is. I juz hate it when he does not admit that he is juz plain jealous. He wants everybody to know, how he loves his Mumuk (a nickname)...but hey Mr H.... its not the same as u ever love me b4. And pls get that straight. Cos love & sympathy is two different thing.

For u readers, there's a very sad story behind all this in which i still hold onto..coz i can't juz forgive & forget. The wound might have heal but it left a deep scar in my heart, & Miss MUMUK if u happen to read this blog..it actually applies to u.

For Mr HubbyMan, thank u for loving and accepting the real me althought u knew that u are not my first love. Thank you for all the efforts and sometimes the annoying side of u. I'm sorry for always searching what's is not in u..But that does not mean I'm not thankful. I might have not said this b4...but I've never regretted marrying u coz i know.. u are the best for me. But being the best does not mean to stop trying and giving.

And Allah..pls continue to shower Your blessings on our marriage. Pls bless us with health, wealth and kindness. Pls also Allah, bless my children in their life journey(Kau jauhkan lah anak2 ku dari jalan kemungkaran & kau tetapkan lah Iman mereka)..Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui & Maha Pengampun bagi segala dosa... Amiin

Alhamdulillah..I've recovered. Thanx to my wonderfull family,frens n sisters for the doa. But still my throat is not clear. Thanx HubbyMan for the concern but i still think there's no need for me to see the dr. I'm juz tired maybe due to lack of sleep.

What!!?? Sleep??!! I know u guys must thot that i'm juz putting up lame excuses..but that's true. I've got not enuf sleep and rest. The reason..i've always have to stay up late (Sleep ard 4am) and gets up at 9am. That's barely 5hrs of sleep everyday. And the reason why i stayed up late..jeng jeng jeng... My hubby have to report to work at 4.30am everyday. As i am scared he will overslept, i make it a point to let him sleep and i'll wake him up. I'll only turn in once he left for work. That's my routine since i've become a full time housewife-and i find it more tiring.

Tired..tired..tired....

''Good morning Princess"...That's how i usually would greet Dhabitah every morning w/o fail. But today, "Good...ehem ehem,Good..." Oh oh there goes my voice. " Suara mama takde eh"? can't say a thing, i juz give her a node. "Nanti mama makan ubat eh..Dhabitah bilang babah beli ubat kasi mama"..That's so sweet of her..so touch.