Its been a long time since he msg thru phone..thus i send him a private mail in fb. In a few minutes time, he sms. We exchange greetings and as told him that i'm recovering frm flu, this is what he reply.."abg abu later can give u gd massage & hot milo..dun worry;)

No wonder there's slight change in his attitude since i actually posted that same comment in fb..But the truth is..There's no nice massage & no hot milo for me that day. I juz purposely posted that comment on fb as that someone keep bragging about his so called "Ehem". There's always this comments such as..'got to go and fetch'ehem' from work, waiting for'ehem' and etc. Who cares anyway!!

For Ida,if you read this blog..u should know who this person is. I juz hate it when he does not admit that he is juz plain jealous. He wants everybody to know, how he loves his Mumuk (a nickname)...but hey Mr H.... its not the same as u ever love me b4. And pls get that straight. Cos love & sympathy is two different thing.

For u readers, there's a very sad story behind all this in which i still hold onto..coz i can't juz forgive & forget. The wound might have heal but it left a deep scar in my heart, & Miss MUMUK if u happen to read this blog..it actually applies to u.

For Mr HubbyMan, thank u for loving and accepting the real me althought u knew that u are not my first love. Thank you for all the efforts and sometimes the annoying side of u. I'm sorry for always searching what's is not in u..But that does not mean I'm not thankful. I might have not said this b4...but I've never regretted marrying u coz i know.. u are the best for me. But being the best does not mean to stop trying and giving.

And Allah..pls continue to shower Your blessings on our marriage. Pls bless us with health, wealth and kindness. Pls also Allah, bless my children in their life journey(Kau jauhkan lah anak2 ku dari jalan kemungkaran & kau tetapkan lah Iman mereka)..Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui & Maha Pengampun bagi segala dosa... Amiin